Im so unsure im so out of mind right now.....people getting hurt.....mostly the one's i love...why cant it be the way it used to be? I remember when nothing could stop me or anyone i knew....but now it's constant suffering...so much anger....i thought i used my friends as a get away....so for a little i could love and be love with no worry..but it seems that i cant have that anymore.....i just wish we could be the way we used to.....right now its almost 1 in the morning...cant sleep....im just wondering...how much longer can i live with this hurt....because...1 day....its a fact it will be the death of me.