Are you sure?
15 years ago
Lately it seems that whenever I try to get close to someone, and it seems like it's going ok, someone is always there to end up being closer than I am. I talk to you about things that are important, and you say nothing back for hours, and sometimes not at all, and yet I find out you have been talking to someone else the whole time about nothing of value. Do I matter to you, or am I simply just another face in the crowd? You say I'm important, but your actions speak otherwise.
I've hit my breaking point, I've had about all I can handle. My emotions are not something to play with, especially if I think you are special to me. So I ask you, are you sure? Are you sure I'm important to you? Are you sure that I'm someone that matters? Or am I just a comfort when you need it and to be tossed aside when I'm not? I'm tired of guessing, and I'm tired of this confusion. Be who you say you are, or just go the fuck away.
I've hit my breaking point, I've had about all I can handle. My emotions are not something to play with, especially if I think you are special to me. So I ask you, are you sure? Are you sure I'm important to you? Are you sure that I'm someone that matters? Or am I just a comfort when you need it and to be tossed aside when I'm not? I'm tired of guessing, and I'm tired of this confusion. Be who you say you are, or just go the fuck away.
fulgur
~fulgur
your important to me twin brother ... *hugs tight*
Jack Levine The Legend Singer
~jackthecoonbro
this is about me isnt it....i shouldve guessed....ive been trying harder to get to you. you know i try to talk to you every day. but if im hurting you, then i guess i should leave then shouldnt i?
MathiasLupen2
~mathiaslupen2
OP
This has nothing to do with you. *hugs tight* we've already fixed this remember? Dont you dare go anywhere. The one that this is towards is completely clueless, which is alright i suppose.
MathiasLupen2
~mathiaslupen2
OP
And really, I was rambling and felt like writing something, and this was what was on my mind last night. Yea it has meaning towards someone, but in all reality I was being jealous, again, so don't think this involves anybody. I often get caught up in my emotions and say things I don't mean, this being one of them. Sorry if i worried anyone
Jack Levine The Legend Singer
~jackthecoonbro
(holds tight) im just relieved its not me matt. i was upset that i had screwd up again and lost you for good :(
MathiasLupen2
~mathiaslupen2
OP
I'm sorry :( I didn't mean to scare you...
Jack Levine The Legend Singer
~jackthecoonbro
its fine matt, im just glad to still have you
Ratatosk
~ratatosk
Of course you matter to me Matt... =< *hugs tightly*
MathiasLupen2
~mathiaslupen2
OP
Good... I just had a terrible day yesterday and today *hugs back*
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