I'm going to see a Psychologist
15 years ago
Hello everyone,
I have given up the fight. I have decided enough is enough and I am going to check myself in with the psychologist here on campus. I am suffering from major depression, and I am having thoughts of hurting myself and others.
I feel like I have never accomplished anything significant in my life, and when I get the chance I choke under the pressure. My friends and roommates have been saying that I have accomplished stuff, but I still don't see it. I am fighting urges of hatred towards my family and how they can't accept who I am, I have even considered faking my own death to get away from them.
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
I have given up the fight. I have decided enough is enough and I am going to check myself in with the psychologist here on campus. I am suffering from major depression, and I am having thoughts of hurting myself and others.
I feel like I have never accomplished anything significant in my life, and when I get the chance I choke under the pressure. My friends and roommates have been saying that I have accomplished stuff, but I still don't see it. I am fighting urges of hatred towards my family and how they can't accept who I am, I have even considered faking my own death to get away from them.
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
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We all love you Kage, and we wont ever stop. Your one of the nicest people I've met and I really appreciate that. *hugs* Love you lots bro.
just so you know... if you DID hurt yourself... you'd find yourself in BIG trouble. *taps your nose* because i would walk my angry self down there and tell you in person how important you are as a friend... and i'm sorry to say, but i'd probably go ahead and speak my mind to that father of yours. *snuggles you lots* you're a great person... don't let things get you down. *kisses your cheeks* you're important to a bunch of people, Kage.... never forget that...
I've been down a similar path before in my life, and I know that seeing a therapist helped me. I hope they'll help you, too.
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**huggs**
All those pills they gave me........ IMO,none of that helped me out! You'd be better off talking to your parents. If they love you,they'll try to cope with what's going on. You can talk with your real friends that would accept you for who you are. Don't even bother with the ones that get on your nerves, or people in general. I know we can't always avoid them. Just think of the ones that makes life worth while. That works for me. Don't try to hurt yourself. You will hurt the ones that care for you and mostly yourself. You got to live in your body,I wouldn't do that. I'd rather see you in best of health! It's not easy for me say,this problem will pass.
lifes meant to be lived so just have fun with it for the short while we have it