Hello everyone,

Ok it's time I look up and take a breath. So I finally quit the job that was no so slowly killing me. I mentioned to my mom on the phone how this job has sucked the happiness out of me. She mentioned how my negativity was a ripple effect on others around me. Which makes me want to apologize. For the ones who have stuck with me this part year thank you and I'm sorry I've been so negative. I did find a new job with a normal 8 to 5 Monday through Friday schedule that pays. I will be making more than I ever have before, even when I had for jobs.
I made it through the darkest party of the night
And now I see there sunrise - "Glorious" Macklemore ft Skylar Grey
I can tell I'm not mentally healthy, I've been beaten up. I have taken things too seriously and put too much pressure on myself. I always want to follow the words of John Wooden that character is more important than reputation. After the last 11 months I have worried more about reputation than character. So I want to change that and get back to where I was and get even better.
I might cuss and fight, tell a few lies
Break a few rules, make promises I can't keep
But I've turned the page on wilder days
I'm running all this down hoping you'll see
I ain't saying I'm prefect, but I'm working on a better me -"Better Me" Montgomery Gentry
So where do I go from here? Well for one I start my new job on Monday October 16th in South San Antonio. I was originally going back to Abilene but the offer here was too good to pass up. I plan on taking my time off looking for apartments and getting to know myself again. I have shut myself off from a lot and want to get back into some things. I want to spend some time alone with myself fixing my attitude and outlook before I go back to work and get into the SA for scene. I'm very excited about what the further holds.

Thanks for reading,
KaGe