*This journal is just for a read-purpose only, not to comment or to discuss about.*

Firstly, I need to apologize for whoever involved in my previous journals; which, some of you might call it "drama" (Actually, I don't know which part of it is the drama, and don't wanna know about it either). I have read some comments, and I understand that may be I was a little bit too selfish by not spreading my artworks. May be some people spread them because they like it. Although it's against my will, but I'll try to understand them.

And because of that, I will put my ego aside, together with some of my opinions; Ego and opinions which sound very annoying. I have said that I dislike porn fanarts because of some reasons. But, after having made some porn fanarts for a commission, for a while, I realize that it's not that bad, and sometimes it feels more fun, although it might destroy some childhood dream...

That's why, I'll try to be mature a bit, to open my mind so I could unserstand what other people want. I have to realize that interneti doesn't belong only to me, thus internet doesn't go the way I want. Thus, I'll try to follow the flow, where I have decided to live in.

I hope you will understand what I'm doing; hereby I'll change my attitude. I will stay making porn arts like you guys always want, and even with some porn fanarts. I know you'll say I'm gulping my spit. I am.

May be this journal will make you think I'm weird, but the only thing I can say is... no human with no mistakes.

I hope the decision I made this time is the best decision for me. Once more, I'm sorry for my last atitude, I hope all of you'll understand"

Thanks to my friend  ryuumajin and  beruang who help me write this journal. and thanks for your attention