Straight to the point:
I apologize to all my commissioner for delaying the project for more than a year. I know you must be mad at me or something like that, and i all i can give for my apologize is a compensation, which i will explain below.
As usual, the reason for my 'dissapearing' is my unstable mind, which makes me suddenly lost interrest for social interaction unless with some people who i think i trust them. while in this state, i dont do work, rarely check social media or mail and ignore most of them. i onlly play non-online games and another lazy things. i dont know what the exact reason and when or why this happening. plus, my life seem not going as smooth as most people do... especially if i live in the country i currently live.
still trying to fix this things, and its really hard because in my current situation i can say i dont have close friend or family or someone who i can really trust or sincerely want to connect with me. but i just hope i can be stable and rely to myself more to fix the problem.

Anyway, i hope my commisioner could forgive me, and i will explain about detail of my compensation. already check whos on my working list for a year.
i know i cant send you the payment back so, here the list (if the icon not appeared, means i write it wrong or they dont have/have different account in FA):


- Thoron  thoron = 1 char + BG, colored. > my compensation is.. your next commission will be free, with maximum 2 char with simple BG or without. B&W

- Itreyu  itreyu = 2 char + alt, B&W. > my compensation... your next xommision will be free, with maximum 2 char with simple BG orwithout. B&W

- Hyenapaws  hyenapaws = 1 char B&W. > my compensation.. your current project upgraded to colored.

- MLJ199012103  MLJ199012103 = 1 char B&W. > my compensation.. your current project upgraded to colored.

- Madcow100  madcow100 = 2 char B&W. > my compensation.. your current project upgraded to colored.

- Alonax  alonax = 3 char B&W (tbh, kinda forget the description, i'll check again later). > my compensation.. upgraded to colored.

- Darius koopa (idk his ID here, so probably he dont have FA account) = 1 char B&W. > my compensation.. upgraded to colored.


note:
- sorry if you can choose what kind of compensation i should take, but its all i can give right now.
- most artline is done (Alonax is the only half way), i'll send it to your mail the preview first to make sure you dont have any minor changes.
- for those who upgraded to color, the coloring is already on progress, so i will send preview for you to fix the color choose before continue.
- when its done, the compensation will be posted on FA in low res, regardless you want or dont want it to be shared. just as small proof..


I will not accepting commission or post anything other than result of project list above, means it before all of them is finished (except thoron and itreyu, since the compensation is new project). so i hope the commissioner still want to give me responses ASAP.
maybe a week or two, i will write another journal or something just for information.

Thats all i can say for now. if theres any changes of addition, i'll edit this journal later.
also thanks for everyone who still try to keep in touch with me or at least say 'happy birthday' to me. Thankyou very much for the attention, and sorry if i can reply sooner.


regards. Maximus & Melchiore.