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STILL ALIVE
15 years ago
! ! !I N C O M I N G F R O M B I Z A R R O W O R L D ! ! !
No. This has NOTHING AT ALL to do with Portal. Shut up. Shut up and HEY LISTEN!
Two months ago began a shitstorm that is only just now subsiding, but I honestly doubt that it will be over for a good long time.
To begin with, I lost my job. That in itself was difficult, but it came during a period where I was ALREADY facing imminent eviction. Not long after, my boyfriend, the man who quite literally changed my life, brought me hope through a year of suffering, dumped me, began dating someone else, and came out of the closet to his mother all on the same day. Not a week later, I was kicked out of my home, and this man for whom I harbored so much love told me that he hated me, and that he never wanted to hear from me again.
Don, if you're reading this FUCK YOU. You refused to talk to me, to even let me know something was wrong, no matter how many times I asked you. You will never find happiness, because you refuse to open yourself to anyone, to communicate with them and work through problems together. Burn in hell, you fucking prick.
Anyway.. The very next day (Valentine's day, or, as a friend of mine so cleverly phrased it "Singles Awareness Day") I set out for Ohio, because I know absolutely NOBODY in Jackson who is willing or able to help me, so I had to drive 933 miles to find somebody who WAS.
Sadly, he lives in BUTT-FUCKING NOWHERE, so there was no place for me to stay, no jobs to be had, and I had to leave without even seeing him. Which hurts, because after driving all that way and sleeping in my car in 20 degrees, I really needed somebody to cuddle up with. I ended up sleeping in my car AGAIN, and heading out in the morning for Indiana.
For several weeks, I stayed at a mission in Anderson, before I found someone who was willing to let me stay with them. There are no jobs in this city, but at least I have a place to live. Things are leveling out a little bit, and I've finally got my laptop working, and I can finally start "working" again, and hopefully I can find someone willing to publish my crap and maybe even pay me.
Anyway, I just wanted to let anyone interested know that I'm still here, still trudging my way through it. Peace out, you furfags.
Two months ago began a shitstorm that is only just now subsiding, but I honestly doubt that it will be over for a good long time.
To begin with, I lost my job. That in itself was difficult, but it came during a period where I was ALREADY facing imminent eviction. Not long after, my boyfriend, the man who quite literally changed my life, brought me hope through a year of suffering, dumped me, began dating someone else, and came out of the closet to his mother all on the same day. Not a week later, I was kicked out of my home, and this man for whom I harbored so much love told me that he hated me, and that he never wanted to hear from me again.
Don, if you're reading this FUCK YOU. You refused to talk to me, to even let me know something was wrong, no matter how many times I asked you. You will never find happiness, because you refuse to open yourself to anyone, to communicate with them and work through problems together. Burn in hell, you fucking prick.
Anyway.. The very next day (Valentine's day, or, as a friend of mine so cleverly phrased it "Singles Awareness Day") I set out for Ohio, because I know absolutely NOBODY in Jackson who is willing or able to help me, so I had to drive 933 miles to find somebody who WAS.
Sadly, he lives in BUTT-FUCKING NOWHERE, so there was no place for me to stay, no jobs to be had, and I had to leave without even seeing him. Which hurts, because after driving all that way and sleeping in my car in 20 degrees, I really needed somebody to cuddle up with. I ended up sleeping in my car AGAIN, and heading out in the morning for Indiana.
For several weeks, I stayed at a mission in Anderson, before I found someone who was willing to let me stay with them. There are no jobs in this city, but at least I have a place to live. Things are leveling out a little bit, and I've finally got my laptop working, and I can finally start "working" again, and hopefully I can find someone willing to publish my crap and maybe even pay me.
Anyway, I just wanted to let anyone interested know that I'm still here, still trudging my way through it. Peace out, you furfags.
rummycat
~rummycat
Good to see you up and fighting. Keep at it man. Someday your gonna look back and be proud of yourself. -hugs-
Vesper Arlatto
~clockworkmonkey411
OP
Thanks, man. I'm surprised as fuck I made it this long out here.
rummycat
~rummycat
Truth be told... I'm not. I knew you could do it. <3 -hugs-
Herman2000
~herman2000
Fuckin' hell... still hopin' for a big betterment in yer situation real soon. =/
