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15 years ago
I guess you would call this the "counter-journal" to Ti's earlier one..
I cant say I can argue with her on the fact that I can get a bit stressed while playing games, especially Modern Warfare 2 and Bad Company 2 they are really fast paced and can get annoying, but I'm not always as aggravated as she will always say I am, she gets aggravated at the things that I normaly do even if I am not playing games. I have ADD and depression, I'm not using those as an excuse but sometimes I just dont hear what she says and sometimes I dont hear what she says alot (sigh). It can just as frustrating for me as it is for her.
Secondly I get depressed randomly and I dont know why (please dont ask) its something I have always dealt with one way or another. And please dont say that I should get help or think about medicine, I have tried that stuff and the medicine makes me feel... well not me and as far as the counselling goes I have tried that too and it didnt help at all either, I find more comfort talking to friend about my problems and stuff, and even at that I only talk to my closest friends about stuff like that anyways.
And finaly Me and her are on Skype WITH VOICE for at least 4 hours every day, and I honestly dont have much to talk about when I wake up at 11 play a few games till I have to goto work say goodbye to her and then get home at near midnight, I thne talk her to sleep every night and play some games after that. I work ever other day and the days I dont work I stay at home and guess what? GAME! I have nothing else to do. I dont have so much money because I try and save as much as I can for stuff later on liek the moivies and AnthroCon and all this other stuff, I actually saved $884 for my computer and I feel damn proud for that. Anyways I am straying off topic this took me about an hour to complete if that tells you anythign about my writing skill...
I cant say I can argue with her on the fact that I can get a bit stressed while playing games, especially Modern Warfare 2 and Bad Company 2 they are really fast paced and can get annoying, but I'm not always as aggravated as she will always say I am, she gets aggravated at the things that I normaly do even if I am not playing games. I have ADD and depression, I'm not using those as an excuse but sometimes I just dont hear what she says and sometimes I dont hear what she says alot (sigh). It can just as frustrating for me as it is for her.
Secondly I get depressed randomly and I dont know why (please dont ask) its something I have always dealt with one way or another. And please dont say that I should get help or think about medicine, I have tried that stuff and the medicine makes me feel... well not me and as far as the counselling goes I have tried that too and it didnt help at all either, I find more comfort talking to friend about my problems and stuff, and even at that I only talk to my closest friends about stuff like that anyways.
And finaly Me and her are on Skype WITH VOICE for at least 4 hours every day, and I honestly dont have much to talk about when I wake up at 11 play a few games till I have to goto work say goodbye to her and then get home at near midnight, I thne talk her to sleep every night and play some games after that. I work ever other day and the days I dont work I stay at home and guess what? GAME! I have nothing else to do. I dont have so much money because I try and save as much as I can for stuff later on liek the moivies and AnthroCon and all this other stuff, I actually saved $884 for my computer and I feel damn proud for that. Anyways I am straying off topic this took me about an hour to complete if that tells you anythign about my writing skill...
TiWeezles
-tiweezles
i know baby and i don't want you to feel like i don't care because i do care. i want you to be happy about who you are and why. I'm always there for you and i just want us to be happy again. I don't know what i will have to do to make us one again but i will do anything in this world to make us what we once were. I'm very happy that you got your computer, is shows me that you have good money handling when you need to save up for things...unlike me. i understand it is the same retinue all the time on skype and I'm sorry, its the only times we have to talk to each other. I just, as a person, want to be listened to and i bet everyone else in this world does as well. I'm sorry i get upset when you hang out with your friends. Its because i have abandon issues and I'm scared of loosing you. I'm sorry for a lot of things...but by now none of those probably matter anymore...all i know is that i love you so much and that i want us to be happy again and i will do anything it takes to make that point in our lives...i am very proud of you and i always have been. you have become this strong person ever since i started dating you and sometimes idk if you need me anymore b/c of how much you developed as a person. i jsut wish you the best with luck with your problems and i wish i could be that one person that can make your day worth while again like i used too...
