I had to say goodbye to my stepfather today, he looks terrible... This is his third time having colon cancer and he refused treatment. Hospice was in his house a few days ago and they gave him two days to two weeks... He made it past the two days but he's only been getting worse. He can't move... it hurts him to talk... and .... he wanted to say goodbye today... I've honestly never had to deal with this before... So I'm not... taking it all to well. I have this song on repeat http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nnaY60AUfn0 and oddly it seems to fit... how I'm feeling....