Yes, it is in this final momment that I relise the one I love is now gone, taken away by herself to a far land where I will never see her again....God you have been with me on all my journies, and this one you will fight for me more than any other war. For this one is for my life with you, with the devil, and with this world. My life is ending here God, for she was my olny life. But now I hope I can start a life over with you God.....but please let not one other love me. For they will all hate me as all of your children will one day hate me. And I cannot bare another loss on my already heavy heart.