meh I'm not gonna try any further, besides I've got other crap to worry about (like owing my university nearly $2000 becaue financial aide fell through.... and hard)

anyway, figured I'd throw that update out there. comissions are still very open (I'm not bothering posting how many slots are opened closed or whatever...) looking for a second jod the hopefully take care of the issue but well, there ain't a lot of hope in the current job market

(ps though I greatly appreciate it, please keep all advise to yourselves, )

And that'll be all for now. see you when I have happier news I hope ^_^ later days