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The situation is...
15 years ago
complicated.
Have I been away that long? seriously? *blinks*
It hasn't felt like it.
It took a lot of courage on my half to come back here.
Anyways, where did I go?
I had a very bad accident last year that left me really poorly for a long long time, it also damaged both my hands. I know I'm being vague but its still unsetting and I really really don't want to talk about it.
Its been heartbreaking to not be able to create, I can't tell you how frustrating its been to see other people's lovely artwork and not be able to join in. I havent been able to hold a pen for the longest time. I suffered depression and sorta just shut myself off.
Anyways, I'm not looking for sympathy, I'm pretty cool with everything now and I get a little happier in myself everyday, just wanted to left y'all know I am alive and that I do hope to be returning sometime this year (my work will be TERRIBAD because I gotta learn again, but its something).
I didn't leave through choice, it just hurt to look.
Anyways, about two weeks before the accident I did a supergay supermassive traditional portfolio, I never got to posting it so after a lot of soul seeking its going up for auction now. It took me ages to pluck up the courage to post it as I felt so guilty for just vanishing but I want to go to a good home, with someone who wants it and will enjoy it.
The auction's here-
http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1016755.html
I just want it to be loved.
Anyways, I'll try and sort out the mindblowing amount of messages eventually.
Have I been away that long? seriously? *blinks*
It hasn't felt like it.
It took a lot of courage on my half to come back here.
Anyways, where did I go?
I had a very bad accident last year that left me really poorly for a long long time, it also damaged both my hands. I know I'm being vague but its still unsetting and I really really don't want to talk about it.
Its been heartbreaking to not be able to create, I can't tell you how frustrating its been to see other people's lovely artwork and not be able to join in. I havent been able to hold a pen for the longest time. I suffered depression and sorta just shut myself off.
Anyways, I'm not looking for sympathy, I'm pretty cool with everything now and I get a little happier in myself everyday, just wanted to left y'all know I am alive and that I do hope to be returning sometime this year (my work will be TERRIBAD because I gotta learn again, but its something).
I didn't leave through choice, it just hurt to look.
Anyways, about two weeks before the accident I did a supergay supermassive traditional portfolio, I never got to posting it so after a lot of soul seeking its going up for auction now. It took me ages to pluck up the courage to post it as I felt so guilty for just vanishing but I want to go to a good home, with someone who wants it and will enjoy it.
The auction's here-
http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1016755.html
I just want it to be loved.
Anyways, I'll try and sort out the mindblowing amount of messages eventually.
*hugs tightly*
and i know you arent looking for sympathy but you know what everyone needs to see that someone cares at somepoint =)
and ill be glad to see your amazing art start back up again <3
and if you ever need someone here to talk to...just a simple ear or shoulder im always here =)
*huggles again and wags tail*
And I understand your feelings in part though. So many bad things happening rapidly took the wind out of me. Stress built up and that caused more damage, to my physical and mental health. I know all too well how it feels to fear your submission inbox ~_~ And I constantly question myself, if only those certain things had never happened, where would I be now? And how would I be feeling?
I'll keep an ear out for improvements. I hope you can manage to recover as swiftly and completely as possible :<
You don't have to draw to be or feel useful on here. You can give advice and help other artists. As you know having somebody take an interest in your art can be a major boost.
I'm very sorry you've had such a bad time, i wish you a complete recovery and you're always welcome to drop by my page for a bitch, vent, rant or even a hug
Glad you're up to returning *hug*
I'm getting back into things, albeit slowly... I can actually look at people's work and enjoy it without thinking 'I should be doing that' and feeling sorry.
Hopefully now that the ball is rolling the gallery and everything can start returning to a state of 'normality'.
No rush, i just wish i had more money spare to win your portfolio
Just know that you can do anything you set your mind to, and even if it takes time you will get back to where you were before the accident. I believe in you :)
Grabbin' pil^Whugs, y'know. :)
I really hope you get better darling, and if you need anyone to talk to, or anything :3 just drop me a note <3 <3 <3