so...despite all attempts by fate, life in general and college to crush me, it looks like i've made it through. I've lost things i can never hope to replace...such as my former mate. course...i should have known...that love is no victory march, only a sad and broken hallelujah. (god i love that quote). so, this is me, having finished my first year of college. this is me having finally written somthing. this is me stepping forward into an unkown future. This me...cold...broken, crying...but not giving in. one way or another, i will make it. to you, my former mate and lover, i wish you a happy life. to those who are my close freinds, thank you for all your help. From this point forward...i will keep my head high, and my ears perked. this is, my story, my life.