… What I wouldn't give to make life itself kiss my arse. Forty-eight-or-longer hour weeks working at the largest mall in the United States plus taking care of other duties is driving me bonkers. At least automatic payments are set up so I, at least, don't have to worry about my bills at all. Good job planning ahead there.

Though my material/survival needs are taken care of, I'm sorely lacking in some mental and emotional energies right now. Things are good outwardly and I can function well with my roommates. I'm a bit of a mess inside right now though. Listlessness, longing, loneliness, other words that start with an 'l' are invading my heart—not to mention my libido, but that's another story. I want hugs and kisses and cuddling and watching Casablanca with a glass of wine and a general break from all this hustle and bustle so I can simply enjoy the things that I've earned. Also, I want someone.

Well, I guess it's off to Craigslist or my favourite MUCK for a one-night stand or some TS, respectively. After I do the laundry, the dishes, wipe the counters, clean the kitchen floor, clean the bathroom floor and porcelain things, clean my room, dust, make dinner, take a shower, and many other things.

So, just to reiterate, this is me right now: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4075240/