mite got back to going to the book store once a week to read free books and manga and things.
while sitting in the kids section.
you meet some of the most interesting people that way.
and I really need to meet some one again.

its also a good way for poor people to read books with out being in the
shuuuush place

also realized some more interesting things that I wish I was a little older then to see now so I could have prevented being played.

the other thing I realized is you can move on.
but even if you do, and try to replace them.
but if you truly truly love some one, you can never completely move on, you will always have that nagging feeling. but instead of tears
it gives you smiles and a warm feeling,
and I think thats when you know you truly actually did love something.

also apparently if a tear comes out of your left eye it means pain and right is happiness. yay for psychologists and their silly shit.