okay so I am working on a top hat for my friend potato. started it today. got the paper/ card board part done. learned a few things watching some video's online that are making my change my method and have a larger top them a smaller top. think it would fit better, then a smaller top like traditional hats have. the brim, is proving to be a bit of a mental complication.

but that just mite be, because due to a few arguments with a friend about my 'life style choices' while I've been kinda lost doesn't think my special cigs, are safe for me at all, and that they are highly addictive and life ruining, so I decided to start taking my vicodin again and I feel like I have the flu. been vomiting for the last 3 days, had to take a shower each day, and can't eat anything. which I guess is better then the other which was killing my pain and making me want to eat. but eh w/e, its 'better' apparently and my friend thinks in non addictive (yes I want to smack some one).

also I want to start making and selling scarfs again. I mite make some rainbow ones and sell them on etsy, or for friends. also want to make some badges in the style that are my two newest submissions.

also glad the drama thing I have been having to listen to, glad its over for the most part, just hope one party the minor party doesn't start things up again. and now I relize why no one got involved in helping me a while back, its a sticky situation and unless something deals with you, getting involved is a bad idea. now reading and laughing is another story, just wish I could have added to the humor, but then I would be picking sides, which is why no one ever gets involved. sad I am still learning things like this. also a few comments I read, made me confused emotionally again. its most likely the vicodin and me over reacting, you never forget the first. its creepy.

also took apart my external hd and thing I got it working right again, internal one not to sure.

also I am selling my 80gb classic video ipod for 180 to any one interested at all,.