i've come to a distrubing conclusion. life with my family is actively corrosive on my soul and mind. how fucked up is that? my dad's utter complete submission to my mom. my sister's annoying mannerisms...and my mom's sheer selfish hypocritcaly behavior. i've had it. it's tearing my already weak self to shreads, one peice at a time. living here this summer has become a corrosive thing for me. i find it harder then ever to enjoy just about anything, games, books ect. i can't seem to keep up my conversations with those online like i used to(i apologize to those i talk to online, i'm working on it). my creative process is shot. i'm snappy and easy to anger. my only saving graces is that i have awesome freinds, and only need to make it a little farther and i'll be back in college. well, just thought i'd update, even if bad news.