so I realize no one really cares, not trying to be emo but I do realize all I do is bitch about my arm.

most people know because I have quite a bit of weird medical things, I tend to ignore them, due to the fact I don't like being sick, or have problems, or anything like that I try to ignore to the best of my ability.

now the problem with my arm is getting worse, and I'm bothered and scared, I'm very motivated due to the fact idk what the hell could be going on 6 months to a year till now.

used to be I was dating some one that was also messed up and reassuring one another and helping each other. now I'm alone and this is affecting me mentally.

I want to be fine and normal. I wish doctors could give me a better answer then idk, go see this person.

eh well this is just a rant due to being scared, and lonely.

due to now thinking no one really cares cause its not their problem,
scared being alone.