(bad english ahead)
I guess I wasn't precise enough last time, and some people might think that they hurt me or did something bad in other way to me, no. Nobody ever harrased me or assaulted me for themes of my commissions. Or maby it did but i don't know anything about it. anyway this wasn't about anything negative that happened, just a little annoyance, which accidently managed to grow into big bubble. Was not my intention, either to make anybody to feel bad ;) If somebody did, I am sorry for lack of precision in my last journal.
I don't want my commissioners to take it to themselves, I wouldn't draw things which i don't like or feel disgused by it. Problem is not commissioners, never! I don't really mind drawing unusual things, it's always a good excersize to try out something out of the ordinary :)
It's just poeple who don't read descriptions or don't understand that somebody commissioned this piece from me, and I am just a visualist of somebody else's vision/fantasy. It's not really mine, I give what others want from me, and i do it with pleasure. This annoyance is "no biggy", notting serious and notting to concern, most of the time i don't pay attention. I guess i didn't ahd anything better to write, and it didn't turn out good ;)

I also don't want people to think that i have turned myself to erotica/porn only. It's purely accidental, and i know that many people might see it as offensive, untastefull and a simple way to get attention. Can't blame anybody for such feelings. :) But i can't say i don't like it, it's a difficult subject and i like a challenge so I don't mind drawing it.

there i guess that sounds alot better. :)