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Grim News Regarding the Original Owner of this Account
15 years ago
Do not expect me to be kind just because I'm some sort of dog. I am more likely to stab you in the back when you turn than I am to lick your hand when you face me. Keep that in mind next time you call me a "good dog".
This is for those who took the time to get to know gudf56, Kaylen, Arious, however you knew her.
She committed suicide this morning. At 1:59 the call was placed to me, her cousin Isabelle. She told me what she had planned, what she had already done. I tried to stop her, but I was too late. She slit both wrists and her neck, causing her to bleed out in mere moments. When I finally managed to get to her home (no one was willing to give me a ride, for she was not well liked by most in the family) I found her body lying upon her bed, silent and pale in the embrace of death.
Upon her computer screen was a Notepad document, opened. It read:
To whomever may find me,
I have given in. I could not stand this any longer. I did the world a favor. Goodbye to any who gave a damn.
Bryan, I loved you with all of my heart, and I'm sure I still do. Please, go on to live your life without me.
John, you were my closest friend apart from my mate. You were an angel in my hell.
Koneko, I'm sorry. Goodbye, and sleep well with me watching.
I wish all of you good fortune and happiness in life.
Love,
Kaylen Foran, Kaylen Lios, Arious Lionheart, and whoever the hell else I may be
I will be taking over her accounts, keeping her memory alive. I am just like her, so it will be as though she were still living.
Please, keep her in your hearts, even in death's final embrace.
She committed suicide this morning. At 1:59 the call was placed to me, her cousin Isabelle. She told me what she had planned, what she had already done. I tried to stop her, but I was too late. She slit both wrists and her neck, causing her to bleed out in mere moments. When I finally managed to get to her home (no one was willing to give me a ride, for she was not well liked by most in the family) I found her body lying upon her bed, silent and pale in the embrace of death.
Upon her computer screen was a Notepad document, opened. It read:
To whomever may find me,
I have given in. I could not stand this any longer. I did the world a favor. Goodbye to any who gave a damn.
Bryan, I loved you with all of my heart, and I'm sure I still do. Please, go on to live your life without me.
John, you were my closest friend apart from my mate. You were an angel in my hell.
Koneko, I'm sorry. Goodbye, and sleep well with me watching.
I wish all of you good fortune and happiness in life.
Love,
Kaylen Foran, Kaylen Lios, Arious Lionheart, and whoever the hell else I may be
I will be taking over her accounts, keeping her memory alive. I am just like her, so it will be as though she were still living.
Please, keep her in your hearts, even in death's final embrace.
As for who I am, I am a friend of another of Kaylen's friends... He is very much devastated by this and is having a very hard time with this, so I came to take a look why this is... Now I know...
Keep your ring, save it for another... If you got it to marry, then use it to marry, make her happy by being happy yourself...
I see your comments on this and I can't just leave without saying anything or I'll be kicking myself for a while...
I don't care if you don't listen to me, as long as you take my advice:
Be happy, and dont throw your life away because of this... You have a life to live, and what doesn't kill us makes us stronger...
May your wings be free, Kaylen.
Kaylen had been fighting with her depresssion for nearly four years now. She put on her happy face when needed, but that wasn't really her.
if it is true, then i feel bad for her, since in some comments it looked as people really did care for her. i really liked her stuff
if they block your IP address.. you cannot make another file PLUS... registration is down, no one can make new accounts.
next time read everything instead of reading the first few words then going into bitch mode.
I seem happy on the outside but inside I am torn up inside. o.o
Im sure u can pull thru *hugs*
U can pm me as well if u need to
Just like Kadziet-Kind-Wolf said if you need support, feel free to send me a note or Email me via gmail.
*offers a hug*
That's terrible news
Even tho i didn't chat as much in this last month I will miss her greatly
RIP gudf56
I've only just found this out via my friend, and he's already getting himself drunk...
I don't even know her and I mourn her, probably because she was my friend's friend, and the fourth of his to commit suicide in 5 months...
Talwin's taking it pretty hard and I worry that he might hurt himself...
Seeing Darkwaters' comments really kick me in the gut too, so I try to help him out as well...
I know that i haven´t talked with her so much on notes...but still...*looks shocked*
I will remember her as a sweet girl,who´s poems i loved to read..
RIP guf56 In a loving memory *looks down and gives a silent moment for the guf56*
Honore res quare.
Usquequaqurum memorium.
Vale lupus.
I lost my best friend to suicide when I was in college. She died because she was depressed and tired of people who treated her like shit because she was different and because she was a lesbian.
It sickens me that there are people out their who treat those who are different or those who are bi/les/trans/gay like shit. ya know?
I did not know her long but she will be greatly missed. She was a nice person.
i'm sorry for everyones loss, this is, including my own.
this world we live in, its so painful -_-
my heart goes out to her family and friends.
Kaylen! we all friggin miss you! you didnt do the world a favor!........please rest in peace dear friend
You will be forever missed.
Requiescat in pace, love.
That sentence alone kind of raises a red flag on this...but all in all if it is true, I'm sorry to say that I didn't know this person, but I still give my condolences.
this sort of thing happens allllll the time, after this all dies down, im sure well end up seeing art that looks very similar to this persons under a new alias...
you're a little late in the game
oh man i have no more words xD
I was coming to see her. She had no reason to do it.
owow
I wonder if people ever feel bad for lieing about their age when they realize they could end up sending the other to jail
I...I don't know anymore.
Scenario one; If a person cut their wrists with such force enough to kill themselves, the tendons are going to be ripped to shreds, maybe even down to the bone, there wouldn't be enough time to pick up a knife and cut her throat with such force, due to the wrist wounds caused by the certain object used, to hit that main artery. Maybe not even enough to break the skin, it takes a lot of force for one to puncture such limb, If she tried to aimlessly stab at her neck, there's more of a chance hitting herself in the chest plate rather than the pinpointed target, such as the aorta. (Look it up if you have no idea what I'm talking about.)
Scenario two; If you're saying that this girl had cut herself the way it's portrayed (Being vertical) she wouldn't--again-- have enough time to kill herself, even then. There's a possibility that she would lose consciousness before ever getting to the jugular or any time of infliction on the neck. Besides, wouldn't she of lost blood fast enough to die just from her wrists? I never heard of a cutter go for their necks before, unless this is a new thing now-a-days.
This all doesn't add up, It's almost like "A murder she wrote" type of story rather than a real life situation. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm just not getting it all. But you need to look behind the lines if your so called 'friend, cousin, lover.' actually killed themselves, R.I.P to this woman, but I'm still a little edgy with it.
P.S.
..Microsoft word? Why?
Just because people are sad over it doesn't mean it's true.
Not to mention much of what they say happened makes no sense at all. A suicide note on Word??
But as I said before, my condolences if it happens to be true.
Much like no one tries to stab the major artery that runs through the thigh that can literally kill you in seconds, it would take alot of strength and alot of pain to pull off.
Also, this is another pogoroo and it's hilarious
I'm on my way to her house. Whether it's true or not, I will be able to confirm it.
I'm not being a jerk about it, as I said before, it's edgy.
Little smiley face at the end there? Really insensitive.
But even still, why the hell would you want pictures of your daughter/neice/sister/whatever, BLEEDING, after she'd killed herself ? Not something I'd want to put on my wall.
But whoever said it before claims to have seen pictures after this 'Isabelle' supposedly found the body. That's a whole different matter.
And the reason I keep going with this is because I've hurt before when a friend was killed. Her boyfriend posted a journal on her account that was legit. This journal however, just doesn't seem legit, so why should people be hurt over something that may or may not have ever even happened ?
If you need to ever talk to someone, don't hesitate to PM me. I offer my condolences in grief. Truly a heart sinking tragedy.
Remember those who loved you
Remember the good times
Those are the memories to hold
Those are the memories for everyone to cherish.
It may not be very good but its the best I could do at this point in time and the first poem Ive written in years. I dont know what else to do. Or what else I can do... We will always remember you Gud56. We will always love you.
If it's true then people will be upset to hear other people calling BS, if its untrue then what they are doing is sick so the account should just be locked
I thought she was getting better, she was doing so well...It's not fair.
What did I do wrong?
If she's dead, there is bound to be an obituary floating around somewhere. People don't just fall off of the face of the earth anymore when they die, all kinds of documentation have to take place. And it's easy enough to post a friggin' link...
Or I might do it and get this all sorted out :)
I'm sorry Kayleen. We'll miss you. And even though I didn't know you, I can't help but feel immense sorrow upon reading this.