Cry some more, from what I understand it's dead and gone, get over it

ya I know, I've tried. wish it wasn't this way but it was.
sadly I try to rethink everything, play it a different way.
and try to forget it saying this is for the better, come up with reason's why and accept it.
but for some reason still have random ass dreams when ever something good happens to me, that make me a little depressed in the morning, till I wake up all the way, resulting in a post like this.
also just kinda thinking of how much time has pass and going, wow.
don't want any drama. just some times typing something, makes you feel a little better.
idk I'm gonna be open and honest and say I'm expecting something magical to happen I guess. which I know won't happy.
I really wish I could just get over it.

its been 10 months for me....il still cry some nights

ya I'm not the only one.

*gives big hug*

eh I kinda dug up some dirt I didn't want to dig up and well.
ya problems

Things like that happen. It just takes time

just find it weird random people that don't watch me respond to anything that is like this or has any mention. its giving me a paranoid feeling, like some one is watching all my stuff, cause why would people reply unless told. why would they seek me out

Im not sure about seeking out. But I responded cuz I like yeour work and felt a slight friendship even ever so slightly slim has formed over time through the respondces we have left for eachother

ya I do too do you have any messengers or anything at all