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shocking hail corn
15 years ago
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[DUN DUN]
short hail storm then a 5 min thing of heavy rain just scared me the hell awake.
and it was from a really weird dream I was glad it awoken me from.
I'm getting sick of these dreams where my ex pops up and movie magic happems.
this time it involved a weird guy I saw at the mall after I was done with playing itg.
a hotel at a fur con with an ex. and magically I had a van.
long story short we started talking said we missed each other, and hugged
crying, and blah blah blah. wish my mind would stop messing with me like this.
it is quite depressing getting to ask my dream questions I want to ask, and get the answer I want to hear. pissing me right off. and these only happen when I get remotely close to a human being, or start to love some one again, or at least try to.
need to keep the ones that happen recorded, so I can share them with the councilor I have to see,
cause of my mom's reasons and doctors think I have a pain killer addiction.
okay besides weird dream.
got to see a friend I rarely see. my friends gf lives down in Indianan some place. bout a three hour drive. and she is up to visit till monday. since her bf who is my friend, will be moving soon idk when the next time I will see her is so I was glad to get to spend the day with them.
went to the county owned waterpark, which I haven't been there in a while, was a lot of fun, wish my leg didn't hurt so I could have kicked water and not have to sit in a tube in the wave pool when there were no waves. rode this one slide and got a nose full of water both times sucked a bit. and rode the slide ride where they use white water rafting tubes for it.
went to the mall out by there and played some itg before wandering around. till it closed found a cute till mini back pack that had the original fat sonic on it. wanted to get it but knew I couldn't cause I need funds to travel to see some one.
wandered around a walmart for a few hours found some cheap flasks which I now keep my pill water in cause I find it kinda funny, and so do a few others.
so other then that a pretty eventual day.
and it was from a really weird dream I was glad it awoken me from.
I'm getting sick of these dreams where my ex pops up and movie magic happems.
this time it involved a weird guy I saw at the mall after I was done with playing itg.
a hotel at a fur con with an ex. and magically I had a van.
long story short we started talking said we missed each other, and hugged
crying, and blah blah blah. wish my mind would stop messing with me like this.
it is quite depressing getting to ask my dream questions I want to ask, and get the answer I want to hear. pissing me right off. and these only happen when I get remotely close to a human being, or start to love some one again, or at least try to.
need to keep the ones that happen recorded, so I can share them with the councilor I have to see,
cause of my mom's reasons and doctors think I have a pain killer addiction.
okay besides weird dream.
got to see a friend I rarely see. my friends gf lives down in Indianan some place. bout a three hour drive. and she is up to visit till monday. since her bf who is my friend, will be moving soon idk when the next time I will see her is so I was glad to get to spend the day with them.
went to the county owned waterpark, which I haven't been there in a while, was a lot of fun, wish my leg didn't hurt so I could have kicked water and not have to sit in a tube in the wave pool when there were no waves. rode this one slide and got a nose full of water both times sucked a bit. and rode the slide ride where they use white water rafting tubes for it.
went to the mall out by there and played some itg before wandering around. till it closed found a cute till mini back pack that had the original fat sonic on it. wanted to get it but knew I couldn't cause I need funds to travel to see some one.
wandered around a walmart for a few hours found some cheap flasks which I now keep my pill water in cause I find it kinda funny, and so do a few others.
so other then that a pretty eventual day.
