Writing in this journal. First thing is im leaving the fandom, it was fun while it lasted but it couldn't last, its me not anything or any reason just me. I guess you can drop me email if you want to stay in contact, i think its still her someplace on my page. I don't mind if you email and i don't you know you, ill get to know, i like meeting new people.

Over this last year if changed so much i found love, something if never felt before. I went from a right wing conservative who believed in military might to an independent who believes that change will happen if want it enough( not becuase of Obama). Im still going into the military but im shooting to be an officer, I want my family to be, to be well happy no worries about money.

I fell things i have never felt before, happy, not sad or angry even though im in the same place. I guess you just have to let things go.

Sincerly,

Grit