I'm OK and I'd like to say i am sorry for being so out of touch, i have had a lot going on and more so i trying to deal with. one of the meds they have me on really messed me over. i had not been sleeping and when i did i would wake up crying and shaking and having night sweats. when something is wrong with me i tend to shut down and go into my own world. with this it just slowly got to be more than i could take so i just shut down. i just tend to wall myself up and not let anyone near me. i don't mean to, it's just how i am. I'm hoping once the new meds get started I'll stop feeling like shit and start acting like myself again.