i have been kinda out of touch and lost in my own head space, it's way late but thank you to all who sent birthday wishes. it was a mild-stone. spent it kinda low key and just had a nice day. i have had my hands full with life and work and so much going on, I'll say this, life is never dull with me . 40 is not what i thought it would be, i don't really feel any older, if anything i keep saying i need to slow down but never seem to. I'm a little wiser and there are some sighs of wear and tear but i have grown to like myself for who i am and not what other would make me. i speak my mind and i let my heart lead me, I'm a good soul and i am better for seeing that. i am as wild at heart as i have ever been but not as fast to let it get me into trouble. Lucy has been holding on but she's wearing down. i know she's had a rough road and her being sick has been hard but she and i have grown closer for it all and i take the blessing of it from that. none of us know who long we have on this earth, fewer still know how much they are truly loved and needed. most cant see past there own flaws and god knows i have more than my share. but if anything i know that i am loved, maybe by few maybe by many but the one thing that stands out is the fact that i know it
for ever how long i have on this earth and to whom i have touched and been touched by. Blessed Be The Tie That Binds, my peace find us all in our heart no matter what the strife and burdens we must endure to find it.