If u play MMO's or WoW u know what the title means lol (u also want to know i hate FUCKING WARLOCKS cause of that spell! <enter nerd rage here> ><)

I been seeing that my life has been slowly been passing me by, the days take forever to end and even though i lots of free time i don't draw as much as i should. ya sure my last up load here was 2 weeks ago but it feels like 3 months to me, and even then, the last 2 drawings haven't been pencil. it also comes down to the fact that i still hate drawing right now cause i cant draw bodies and even though i SHOULD draw more to get pass this i just been lazy.

It also cause in my mind i want to draw something thats cartoon looking but i want it to be some god like drawing that looks like its a real, not to detail but it looks like it is structured right. When u have two concepts that are opposite(realistic vs idealistic) , and u want both of them, its gets hard to draw since one part of u wants to lean more over to one side and wants to take over the drawing, and when u get done are started the one concept tries to tell u what u have drawn is wrong. So when i draw i been ripping out a lot of drawings, hell i almost killed my drawing book the other week, about 10 pages ripped out in about 10 mins and some pencil's thrown so u can see why i haven't drawn anything to much.

So am trying to lose my idealistic way of looking at drawings and trying to just take it easy and make everything very.....simple i guess u can say. So when upload something soon it should look a bit odd.