Been feeling the need to vent various feelings for the longest but just can't seem to find any outlet to do so. I feel a mixture of anger, the usual off and on depression, jealousy, irritation, and at times just wanting to harm the next person or thing to annoy me... You already know the issues I have with my drawing, just seem to be locked out of my drive to write, and just kind of screwed lately in trying to get back into any major workouts (bad feet leading to a nice chain reaction to my back and hips). This is part of the reason I haven't been wanting to sign in on IMs. Some of you folks I chat with have some traits that normally don't bug me at all but I feel I probably chew you out in a 1 on 1 chat (I hang around on IRC just because I just feel the need to being in the around people even if I don't say much or anything)...I just want something to rid myself of at least some of this. Violent video games only works for so long (hence why if you are around me in TF2 I seem upbeat).