it's odd, yea i have been eating better getting into shape and trying to get myself back to a place where i'm more happy with me, I'm a long way off. each day i see so little and think damn, is this worth it. but i keep going and keep pushing. i get so pissed that i feel so damn small most the time, i don't see just how far i have come from the start of this summer, i was out back today and fyre came out. we talked some and he told me i was starting to really fill out and how my arms where looking great. that meant the world to me :) thank fyre.