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Nngyahrgn.
18 years ago
I'll probably reread this in a couple hours, get embarrassed and delete it like a fool, but I just want to vent where there's people I don't really know. Sometimes there's liberation in knowing a vent page will probably just be skimmed (that's not sarcasm or baaawww, I mean it).
I have this thing, "illness" sounds way too srsbzn but I just basically have a sickness in my blood (in before enjoy yr aids) where every now and then I just get really weak and stuff. (It's especially enhanced when I don't eat enough, and when I'm stressed out I don't eat, so I'm just basically self-defeating.) But I get dizzy all the time and my headaches get worse and my tremor gets really, really bad, like I can't hold a pencil for very long. ANGST. So whenever I try to draw lately everything comes out gross and uneven and shaky. [insert "and that's different from the rest of the time how?" joke here, I'm just too lazy to think of a good one]
So if I get really obnoxious with the comments, like commenting on every other entry, just let me know, like, "OKAY, chill." I really don't want to be That Guy.
I have this thing, "illness" sounds way too srsbzn but I just basically have a sickness in my blood (in before enjoy yr aids) where every now and then I just get really weak and stuff. (It's especially enhanced when I don't eat enough, and when I'm stressed out I don't eat, so I'm just basically self-defeating.) But I get dizzy all the time and my headaches get worse and my tremor gets really, really bad, like I can't hold a pencil for very long. ANGST. So whenever I try to draw lately everything comes out gross and uneven and shaky. [insert "and that's different from the rest of the time how?" joke here, I'm just too lazy to think of a good one]
So if I get really obnoxious with the comments, like commenting on every other entry, just let me know, like, "OKAY, chill." I really don't want to be That Guy.
Damn man, that is major suck. I have low blood pressure so I do get some of those things too, but man, that's nothing compared to all of what you listed there. I feel like such a pussy now :/
Oh well, hope you're surviving, don't die plz D:
And don't worry, I think if this thing were gonna kill me it would've done it by now. Hell, this phase itself should be over in like a week, so no worries :D