(I couldn't think of a better fitting title, probably because I just listened to this album today)

So in the last two days, this month has gone from "things might be a little tight but no biggie" to "the worst month holy shit". My grandma's dying, much faster than we expected. Her cancer has started moving into her brain. We were hoping she'd make it to christmas but even her best case scenario makes that a pretty unlikely thing. I'm going to have to leave this month, most likely next week to go see her for what's very likely my last time doing so.

I'm short on cash, luckily my dad is chipping in for my airfare but as far as my bills at home go I can't afford to take the time off work. I'm hoping I can switch enough shifts to just line up my days off and not lose any time like I was able to do for CFT, but I don't know how easy this will be with such short notice.

I'm thinking of throwing out some kind of commission special to help with the costs but I can't think of what. I'm too preoccupied to think of some kind of hot sell.

I guess this is just to let everyone know communication will be spotty with me for the rest of the month. This news is hitting me kind of hard so I won't be around quite as much as I usually am until this all passes... :<