I'm just feeling great X3

Let's see last night i wanted to talk to dad he's crying and telling me my grandma is dying and just had a stroke...

And this morning im getting ready for orientation for my first job and i hear my other grandma here has a 50/50 chance of living if she can or can't get a liver transplant cause of cancer

I'm pretty much depressed but at the same time dunno what to think, stressed out about way to many other things right now x_x

What really makes me depressed is my grandma who had stroke has that old disorder where you lose your memory and stuff (can't spell it) and she can only remember me and my dad. what also bothers me i was just thinking about her earlier that day and appearantly she had the stroke right then :<

These two are the ones that really raised me more than others
So i might be canceling a lot of my future plans cause i might go visit my grandma in Maryland

So MFF is a 50/50 while FC might be small :<