well, it has been a strange and interesting journey for , but i am thinking about heading out and finally doing things for my self and stop helping others when they dont want to be helped when they say they want my help. i have a new mate. she shares alot of my interests and wants the relationship to work. i have been trying my best to do everything in my power to help those i care about, but some times the ones you love end up hurting you the most. i dont wish no ill will apon any one. i just hope that they get what they wanted and know what they have lost. so as it stands. i am still going to be part of the community. there will be some changes to my watch list. and i will post things when i can. but i am going to be living MY life now. this dragon isnt going to be the big heart he was before. so long to those that have hurt me and cant find the strength to say hi or even wave anymore. its not my business to ask why, nor do i want to know why. all i can say is this is where i get off and start driving my self down the road of life.

Drew "The Red Dragon" Nordquist