so a little update from years of sleeping. i'm still alive. i no longer live in Lloydminster, if i had stayed there i probly would of taken my own life things where so rough. i am now in Edmonton and doing as well as i can be. good friends are helping me along as best as they can. but i can only do things as well as my body will let me. in 2019 i was in a car accident. nothing too too life threatening. just whiplash and a few other things that i am still dealing with. i am also seeing a shrink and getting help with PTSD,Anxiety and Severe Depression. yay me. this covid 19 crap is not helping one bit either. but i can only take things one day at a time. till next update i guess

Captain