i feel as though i want to cry but i have no tears left for him he no longer has my heart. i am happy without you now and i always will be but im afraid that we will have to call it quits i can no longer be friends i dont want to feel you stomach i dont want to see your eyes i never want to hear your voice again as soon as i say my last feelings for you i can no longer grasp what you ment to me it used to be love but no longer feeling sure you betray me whence i needed and now expect forgiveness i want to give but i feel like i no longer want to be shreded again. as one of my friends (or i would like to call my friend) that i just met told me " its when your looking for someone that you come across the worst ones but you stumble across te ones that matter " i truely belive that now he may have been one of the few that i would meet i also belive that as my dad told me " you can have th person that will truely love you and you not see it untill its to late" im sorry but when i have waited for 1year i dont want to wait anymore