7-21-07 ...a month ago today
18 years ago
let me preface this with this simple warning. I doubt you'll understand.
"Icon of a superhero... that's what these are (shifterknobs) these are from two of his post-legendary vehicles - two of his most beloved after his god-car (the 750HP Buick Regal created by -quite literally- an evil genius). It's been nearly a year now since he checked out and I still can't get past the first thin layer of his small wooden box of sentimentally important memorabilia.
....he kept every letter I ever sent him;_;...I kept nothing he sent me - just assumed he'd always be around.
...the pain is getting old now...soon I will be forced to let it go... ... ...or be consumed by it and lost."
...it's been a month since I wrote this, and I fear my final words here are coming to pass. Tomorrow I'll seek some professional help (again) and hope (in vain) to break this fuktup chemical cylcle of consumption and loss.
"Icon of a superhero... that's what these are (shifterknobs) these are from two of his post-legendary vehicles - two of his most beloved after his god-car (the 750HP Buick Regal created by -quite literally- an evil genius). It's been nearly a year now since he checked out and I still can't get past the first thin layer of his small wooden box of sentimentally important memorabilia.
....he kept every letter I ever sent him;_;...I kept nothing he sent me - just assumed he'd always be around.
...the pain is getting old now...soon I will be forced to let it go... ... ...or be consumed by it and lost."
...it's been a month since I wrote this, and I fear my final words here are coming to pass. Tomorrow I'll seek some professional help (again) and hope (in vain) to break this fuktup chemical cylcle of consumption and loss.
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