I have been feeling a strange amount of feelings lately. Possibly due to the fact that my brother's 5 year anniversary of his death is coming up (December 1st) But as for these feelings, they aren't broody emo nonsense. Most like a feeling of longing. Strangely enough I miss the sort of unbiased, friendship I held with my friends and family. Unfortunately my friends ditched me when I told them I was furry, and of course sorta fruity (retard homophobes). Ever since I hung out with my friends and ex gf at RMFC and at a Furry halloween party, I been developing a feeling of her companionship (platonic of course!). I am happy for her and where she is at now. It's just been one of those months. I usually reflect a little more when the year draws to a close. I rebuilt bridges this year, next year is about treading across them once again.. New Years resolutions are around the corner, I have a strong mind set on what I want to accomplish next year. But that's for another post!

oh yeah! You guys and girls have an great Thanksgiving!
Much love from Colorado!