glad i have tomorrow off for some reason i cant get all thats happend past couple months out of my head was thinking writing it down might help but we'll see about that. quite down at the moment it kinda jumped me just as i was going to bed lol thinking about how i have screwed up with friends past little while and something else i had read earlier in the week making me relise that it was overwhelmingly true more or less me hoping its not in this case that bieng of course in the fandom the origional poster and myself now as i seem to recall all the instances in the past the fandoms not very forgiving and in light of recent events am wondering if that unforgivingness is also directed at me for my recent screwups with friends all the while its not like im trying to make it better avoiding pretty much everyone at the moment assuming everyone doesn't want to talk to me to begin with.

anyway thats all thats on my mind i cant seem to get it out at the moment as for those im talking about if your reading thisi hope you know who you are and im sorry and i miss you like crazy staring at a piece of cardboard ripped out in the shape of a hat really shouldnt be able to effect me like this lol...
Stupid cat powers activate
K Cross~