We have a closet youtube shtark here.

I never wanted to become that popular, but I always want people to know and recognize me.
Don't worry, you have other GModders on FA that share the same feeling.

By the way, the valve movie directing thing is much more cooler than the usual garry's mod videos.

Right now, for every subscriber you have on YT, I have one post on FAF

Garry's Mod videos are old news anyway D:

Fuck yootoobe andf its users, fuck everything
fuck fuck fuck

I know the feeling. I hate having people saying "omg I luv ur videos" over and over or over. I don't really like having to manage that many people.

I'm fairly reclusive, "Stuffed Fox" IS my double identity.

Don't worry, I didn't take that personally-- but I know I initially found you through YT and now I don't talk to you enough. It's a miracle I'm even on here in the first place, but I should be a bit more sociable when my current Session of classes is done and over with... .////.

Anyways, yeah... there's fanboys, and then there are actual friends; however, try to think of fanboys from this angle... there are thousands of people who actually LIKE you for your humor and your vids, and if they wanna buddy up to brag, they're bragging about you in a GOOD way-- not trashing your name. ;o)

And hey, if floods of "I love your vids" are getting you down, just post on your profile somewhere something along the lines of "thanks for the comments and the views". :oP

YouTube (and even FA) popularity has its ups and downs, but the best way to deal with it is to keep doing your own thing and don't let the audience burden you... ;o)

Hang in there, Julie *hugs tight* ^u^

"Don't worry, I didn't take that personally"
Why would you take it personally? I mean, it wasn't aimed at you or anything, I was talking about the hordes of fanboys who treat me as the highest society. D:
Also, those who add me as a friend just to brag - they never ever talk to me at all or are just constantly repeating memes all over the place, and their friends list is full of other popular youtubers. Sometimes they even go "Hey, I'm a friend of [popular gmodder], so I think it would be appropriate for me to add you as well!"

Ah, whoops... I had a bad habit of leaving comments which showed I took the OP's message personally (when I shouldn't have), but now I tried for the opposite by directly stating I didn't... methinks I totally flubbed on that... sorry... .///.

Though, I should mention I do try to treat others as the higher society from me... but I also try to break those initial "I'm not worthy" fanboyish thoughts at the same time... :oP

I know what you mean, though... >.>

YouTube usually isn't the place to gain hordes of true friends, though; people can pick up several every now and then, but usually not as much as they pick up fanboys. ;o)

... also, the majority of viewers on YT these days are kids, and in the 21st century, kids show their "appreciation" by spreading memes and such because they find it amusing... XoP

As for the ones who stay silent when and after they add you, my suggestion is to be the first to strike up conversation if you think there's good friend potential, because they might be shy... :oP

Now, I'm perplexed about something... if all the users following you on YouTube WERE friends and not fanboys, how is it humanly possible to stay in contact with each and still be able to, for example, do schoolwork? e.o

well at least popularity hasnt made you stuck up and "superior" in anyway dude and yes gmods is starting to become one big troll factory.

oh and i did find you through youtube :>