Faces in the snow wrapped in bits of cloth, scurrying down the street.

Why does everyone find it so hard around the holiday times? its not like i need to be showered in gifts, i like being just offered and asked what i want, getting the stuff isn't important.

All my friends feel like a blanket ,even when my reality seems harsh ,they talk to me :), and listen. University actually has no courses for me to take this Jan and i would have to wait until Sept to get into the course i 'need'. My parents aren't too happy about that especially since i don't work that often. Being trapped in public school almost all of my life I've never had so much freedom before ,it feels good but i don't know how to enjoy it sometimes.
When your mid-way in your life you look back and say "that was so easy ,why do young people say they are having a hard time?" well it just looks easy like how kindergarten looks easy to us. Theirs also higher expectations for us as-well ,testing standards and workload in schools has doubled in the last 15 years ,not to say we can't handle it ,it just means less time for our own free time. The free time in my opinion is what helps us be who we are ,pick up hobbies and play sports ,socialize.
I've been home the past 4 days in a row ,first time in 6 months. I found out foxes yelp and pass by my house every couple of nights. They made me jealous ,i wanna run as fast as them.

Kelin foxbutt <3