Autumn it holds something different for me. Every year something horrible happens in my life around this time.
Three years ago my best friend outed me and then left my school leaving me in embarrassing fear of friends. Two years ago i was gay bashed and cops never found the natives who did it. A year ago i sank deep into a pit and ended up in the Hospital.

I'm scared, very scared, of what may happen. I can't have something even worse happening this year. i want the cycle to end.
i hope it will be just a peaceful fall.


(p.s. if anyone is wondering yes i am in U of M now) :)


love from your fav fox

Kelin