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Breathing with words
15 years ago
Oh noes, an opinione! You ever feel like you've met the one person that's meant to own your heart forever?
And then, because you fail at life and being a functional person, you lose them forever?
So all that's left is the pull in your chest whenever something reminds you of them. Whenever they mention something that you were so intent on doing it pulls a chord somewhere that empties out your insideness so your stomach hits the floor.
And all you can do is wait. Wait and wait and wait and hope that every attempt to distract your mind from all these feelings will work and some day you will wake up and no longer feel like your heart is a thousand miles away.
I find that typing things up helps me get the weight off, so I'm trying to do it in a way that isn't so savagely depressing as the other ones have been. Just... writing it out whilst I wait to see the doctor tomorrow. Will need to build up the confidence to ask to see somebody about depression.
I'm glad to have as many friends as I do, both here and elsewhere. I do read every comment you leave, I'm just terrible with replying.
And then, because you fail at life and being a functional person, you lose them forever?
So all that's left is the pull in your chest whenever something reminds you of them. Whenever they mention something that you were so intent on doing it pulls a chord somewhere that empties out your insideness so your stomach hits the floor.
And all you can do is wait. Wait and wait and wait and hope that every attempt to distract your mind from all these feelings will work and some day you will wake up and no longer feel like your heart is a thousand miles away.
I find that typing things up helps me get the weight off, so I'm trying to do it in a way that isn't so savagely depressing as the other ones have been. Just... writing it out whilst I wait to see the doctor tomorrow. Will need to build up the confidence to ask to see somebody about depression.
I'm glad to have as many friends as I do, both here and elsewhere. I do read every comment you leave, I'm just terrible with replying.
UndyingSong
~undyingsong
*hugs tightly, and nods* I remember that feeling.
KigaWeirdo
~kigaweirdo
I know what you're talking about here. I've had those feelings, even destructively strong, and have found that I still sometimes do even though they're not exactly the same. But there's something same about them - the hollow feeling. It can really bring one down. But I tell you one thing. You can rise back up. It might take a while, but eventually you can.
