Everytime I love someone... they can't stand me. It always ends up as me going throgh a rough time and that person not wanting to be there for me.. then I get even more upset and messed up, and then they hate my guts for it.

I can't help what life gives me, it has always beeen rough for me, ever since the day I was born, and that I can assure you, since the first two nights of my life I spent in my dadas arms because there were tornados tearing through our neiborhood. I can't always tell you everything that has happened to me, but life is super-rough on me.

I just figured I could have someone nice to talk to. Someone who I thought would be there for me no matter how rough things got... Someone who would stick up for me and want to be with me above anything else when it was nessacary. Someone who understood me, no matter what happened.

I don't mean to be an emo cry-baby on here, because I'm not. I just thought I'd vent... even though thats the reason I can't make friends.