First my house, then my cat, then my parents, then after that my boyfriend... what could I possibly loose after that?

My sister.. and the only friend I have.

The one person I care about most in this world said I was annoying and irritating.. and that she didn't ever want to talk to me anymore. I've known her for five years, and I wouldn't let anyone get between us, but now it's so hard just to talk to her or do something with her. She acts so cold towards me now, and so friendly with others, and no matter how hard I try.. I can't fix it!

It's bad enough that I lost everything else.. so now all I have is my computer.

What were my resolutions for new years?

-Find a man who will love me as much as I do him.
-Loose weight (Even though apparently I don't look that big irl)
-Fix my relationship with my sister

two and one I could care less about to be completely honest with you. I know I'm overweight, and quite frankly, I shouldn't have to be skinny for any reason. I'm healthy as I am.

And about relationships, I'm going to just call it quits. Mike was perfect other than the fact that he put other things abouve me, his girlfriend. Even someone who treated me rudely.

I'd do anything to fix me and my sister, but it seems that she won't ever talk to me again... because I'm annoying and irritating. Everything I like, she hates, and I feel, even though she won't say it, that she hates me because of what I like.