Just got a little something to get off my chest. I really don't have anyone to talk to about this so I figure I could at least get my words out onto some medium. If you wish to continue reading, then by all means get comfy and enjoy. Also, feel free if you wish to comment.

I guess it's best to start at the beginning. I have been in two relationships in my life, both of which started and ended in middle school. This is when my belief that relationships are a waste of time began. My high school friends tried to convince me otherwise only to fail not only at proving their point but at their own relationships. So I continued on believing that I was right in keeping myself at friend status with anyone I meet. This way of thinking changed only ever so slightly as the years went on. My most recent belief into the "relationships are not for me" is why fall in love when the end game does not include children? It's a natural order of life for couples to come together in hopes that one day they can be a part of the next generation. This has become the driving force behind my non-participation.

These past few months, however, are not helping to support all my theories. It's been some time since I've witnessed the hardships that I've become so accustomed to seeing. And to be honest, I'm starting to feel left out. I'm starting to miss companionship. They say it's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. Well, I am one who has never loved and nature is beginning to get on my nerves.

Nature: "Hey. Hey Thumper. Hey! Listen!"
Me: "Whaaaat?"
Nature: "You see them? You see how happy they are? That's what love is and you're missing it."
Me: "They're just twitterpated. It won't last."
Nature: "Neither will you."
Me: "... I hate you nature."

And so in closing I'd just like to say that I still don't trust the love machine... *sigh* but there are times...