Riding an emotional rollercoaster
15 years ago
General
Well, if you read my last journal posting, the last week has been a horrendous nightmare. School started and my stress level went up to ten, as well as finding out I only had about 2 more weeks of employment left.
In other news, my current relationship to my longtime partner is kind of messed up right now. I do not fault my recent attraction to a dragon for this, as he is an innocent party. (And I want to make sure that the dragon knows this! This is NOT, I repeat, NOT his fault!!!!)
Things between my longtime partner have been strained for a few months. An economic downturn will do that to anyone, let alone both parties being unemployed for an average of 18 months.
Well, the tool it was taking on me, finally came to a breaking point. I had a minor emotional breakdown Tuesday afternoon and wound up sobbing uncontrollably at my desk for several minutes. Thank god I was at home and not at school or on the road! For those concerned, I am kind of ok right now. I am currently seeking professional help to deal with this.
Will be uploading a sort of catharsis soon. It's called I was Broken and Lost and you found me. This is just a small amount of what I am going through right now, and I am using it to try to help me through the emotions I am experiencing.
In other news, my current relationship to my longtime partner is kind of messed up right now. I do not fault my recent attraction to a dragon for this, as he is an innocent party. (And I want to make sure that the dragon knows this! This is NOT, I repeat, NOT his fault!!!!)
Things between my longtime partner have been strained for a few months. An economic downturn will do that to anyone, let alone both parties being unemployed for an average of 18 months.
Well, the tool it was taking on me, finally came to a breaking point. I had a minor emotional breakdown Tuesday afternoon and wound up sobbing uncontrollably at my desk for several minutes. Thank god I was at home and not at school or on the road! For those concerned, I am kind of ok right now. I am currently seeking professional help to deal with this.
Will be uploading a sort of catharsis soon. It's called I was Broken and Lost and you found me. This is just a small amount of what I am going through right now, and I am using it to try to help me through the emotions I am experiencing.
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