Ok. Followup to Rule Number 1: Communication (x3): Well, things between me and hubby are now completely out in open and I realized where my mistakes were. On the advice of several friends (Thanks all, you know who you are! Love you all!!!), I am setting things in motion to fix things.

I decided that both hubby and I needed a stress-free weekend. Best way to do that is to get the fuck away from home. I booked a room (suite) at a local hotel (for a VERY good rate) for Friday night through Sunday morning. I even went further and bought flowers, chocolates, strawberries, and champagne.

We both need this time together to heal some of the wounds I have opened in both of us.

Again, I am glad to know several people and am going to thank them now:

Sir kain/Kendall
Landon Cragas Fox
and of course, my favorite dragon in the known and unknown world, Drakkon Darkspell!