K, I'm going nuts. Between my on again off again relationship, my suspicions of him being a gold-digger, the breedable rat script I've been working on in Second Life, my spiraling financial death, and the turmoil of my mother asking me to move in with her in Austin so that I can get a better job with DELL that her boyfriend 'might' be able to hook me up with. FYI I still haven't told her I have a boyfriend if that is what he really is. If I had more motivation to live life then I might be better at my job, or at the very least much more successful, no purpose no future, blah blah blah.