so.. my fiance left me... tried killing myself.. clearly it didnt work.. apparently 120 advil wasnt enough. i guess i didnt think through. i just didnt want to feel pain anymore. before i knew it my advil bottle was empty. *sigh* so alone... was in teh hospital for a little less than a week. put me in as an inpatient in teh hospital... oh well.. so yeah.. if i seem down or dont type well sorry i can barely make out what i write over my tears. sorry. im so so sorry... what did i do wrong? why is she gone? *cries* i cant live without her...