Hi,

I imagine only 2 or 3 people will actually read this, but I digress. I have been depressed for over a year now and im getting tired of it. Its really screwing up my life. I cant handle relationships, I cant figure out what I wanna do with my life, and I feel like crap every day. Everyone tells me it'll be fine, i'll get through it, blah blah blah. Thats all well and good but I would like to think theres something I can actually DO about it, rather than just waiting for something good to happen.

Heres my current situation. I live at home with my parents, I work at Burger King, and im lonely. I would like that to change. I want to live on my own, work somewhere better/go to college again, and have a mate. At one point I had all of those things but then depression reared its ugly head. I used to live in the dorms at a college I really wanted to be at, but after a while I started to hate my classes and miss my boyfriend. So I left at the end of the semester and went to visit my boyfriend. After the visit we broke up. So now what? Am I just supposed to shrug that off and move on? Move on to what anyway? That was everything I wanted and I lost it in all in just a month.

Maybe this all just sounds like venting to you but its all I can think about lately. Its really getting to me and im struggling just to hold on...