EMO Bear/Dragon...Yeah he is: Part 2
15 years ago
General
Well, as expected, things in my personal life are going down in flames. My relationship with my dragon is thriving wonderfully, while things between me and my non-anthro partner are crashing like kamikaze pilots in Pearl Harbor . (Ooh, too much? Sorry!)
Worse problem is the fact that one of my abilities (real abilitiy) is empathy. I do know how he is feeling and I understand it is natural. But another side of me is starting to think that maybe I might be doing it out of revenge to make him feel what I have been feeling for almost 8-9 months now. Sometimes, emotions and empathy can be a real bitch.
In addition, the emotional energy has permeated the entire house. Every time I walk into our home (me and non-anthro), I feel anxious and almost angry. I have tried all my talents to try to remove it, but I simply cant. I just want to run from the house and not come back.
Still waiting for a call-back on the interview I went on the other day. Would like to be working again. That is surely a major portion of my depression.
Worse problem is the fact that one of my abilities (real abilitiy) is empathy. I do know how he is feeling and I understand it is natural. But another side of me is starting to think that maybe I might be doing it out of revenge to make him feel what I have been feeling for almost 8-9 months now. Sometimes, emotions and empathy can be a real bitch.
In addition, the emotional energy has permeated the entire house. Every time I walk into our home (me and non-anthro), I feel anxious and almost angry. I have tried all my talents to try to remove it, but I simply cant. I just want to run from the house and not come back.
Still waiting for a call-back on the interview I went on the other day. Would like to be working again. That is surely a major portion of my depression.
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